TIRED, HAPPY, SAD, EVERYTHING....

FIRST THING - TIRED

I'M TIRED CZ I DID A CLEANING SERVICE LAST WEEK AND TODAY...

I'M TIRED CZ I HAVE ALMOST NOT ENOUGH SLEEP - WHY NOT ENOUGH..?

CZ MY FRIEND M*** IS STAYING IN MY ROOM FOR AWHILE...PLUS HE ON THE LAPTOP TILL MORNING...CURSE HIM!!!

SECOND THING - HAPPY

I'M HAPPY CZ I MET A GIRL...TALK AND ALL, I'M HAPPY CZ I SOLVED SOME OF MY FRIENDS PROBLEMS... I'M HAPPY CZ IT LEARN TO ACCEPT PEOPLE THOUGHTS AND BE WHAT I AM...

THIRD THING - SAD

I'M SAD CZ she IS IN PAIN... I'M SAD CZ she IS BEING HATED.. I'M SAD CZ she IS BEING TREATED AS A NOBODY... I'M SAD THAT I CAUSED PROBLEMS TO her...

EVEN I'M AN ANGEL TO HER... IT FEELS LIKE I'M VERY FAR APART FROM HER...

LAST THING - EVERYTHING

THE FATIGUE, THE HAPPINESS AND THE SORROW EMBEDS IN ME....

IS NOW VERY CONFUSING TO ME NOW... TO HAVE A PRINCIPLE, TO HAVE A LIFE AND TO BE A PERSON..

NOW MY BRAIN IS HURTING FROM ALL THE THOUGHTS THAT I ENCOUNTER...

THE MERCILESS FEELING THAT TAUNT ME POKES THROUGH IN ME...

TO ENDURE THE PAIN I HAVE TO SUFFER AND TO SACRIFICE FOR OTHERS...

THE THINGS I DONNED ARE NOW BE AN EXPERIENCE THAT HAVE TO LIVE WITH ME...

NOW I CAN'T DO ANYTHING YET... WEAKENED BY THE SORROW...

ENLIGHTENED BY THE HAPPINESS... WEAKENED BY FATIGUE...

AND THE EXPERIENCE I GAINED...

ALL OF THEM ARE MEANINGFUL AS I GO PASS THROUGH LIFE...