i cant tell whats what...

lately i helped this girl that had a problem with her bf..
so i helped her out
the thing is i've gotten too attached to her..
that i've unintentionally became her ' acting ' bf...
ok.. then we chatted and called ... then we became close..
then she called me her guardian angel...got shocked obviously...
i knew that i had a feeling of something between me and her deep in me when she called me that..
i ignored the feeling.. then our bond getting stronger and stronger that i unofficially ask her out to a date to MID VALLEY on 28 January 2010...so she said that she could go..
out of a sudden.. she wantad her bf back cz she loved him very much even he donned so many bad things to her( thats why i helped of course )...a few days back.. im feeling depressed and go all emo and stuff.. a few days later.. i felt that im fine.. happy as always but there is a sharp pain that pierce through my heart when i chat and called her.. even looking at her photos makes the pain stronger...
so i decided not to make her sad and not to make myself a pain in the ass...
and so i forced myself not to be depressed and be like those days before..

the ones who are reading this...
im still alive, happy as always ^_^
and im still her guardian angel...