SHE is in pain...

today i chat and called HER....
just to check hows her progress...
SHE is fine...
thats ok..
SHE said that ... HER ex went out to MID VALLEY without informing HER first...
SHE said..the EX was sulking( mrajuk ) cz SHE did not answer his BUZZ on YM...
then he went off... so i accompanied HER for awhile... and i have to consult her what is the possibilities that HER ex she loved were with a girl that SHE really hated...
this and that bla...bla...bla...

i asked HER again...have he called HER or not...SHE said no...when SHE called him...
he said he was in the movies...then.. SHE got a text message from him that he wanted to stayback at the KL area... like what he did to HER before this...

its hard to explain to HER cz she loved him so much that SHE did not expect anything bad from him...i have to make HER REALIZE that... this GUY ( the EX ) could have cheated on her and such...( a leopard will never change its spots, unless is being bleached dry cleaned ETC. )
hmm...such big problem... i wanted to step in to confront HIM...but SHE stopped me instead...
just not to make her feel bad...i agreed... but when things went out of control... i have to step in forcefully whether SHE likes it or not...

i have to make both of them realize on whats going on with both of them...
if this continues like this without me doing anything... only the god knows what...
aaaaaaaaarrrrrrggggggggghhhhh...!!!!!!
so frustrating...!!!

actually im already backing down when SHE wanted him back again...
but regarding HER problems and HIS attitudes... i have to step in again...
before this deep in my heart i wanted to stop chatting and calling HER cz i wanted her to be with HIM again...
but i IGNORED it...there is something i felt real deep inside that is real bad...
i cant let her be on her own... i cant let the EX always taking advantage of HER...
thus...i cant give up until this problem settles....

argh....
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later...after SHE buzzed me on YM.. i replied...
then SHE stopped...
then i realized...
she's already hurt...
huhu...
i feel damn wrong about me...

im so sorry...

im sorry i failed U as a guardian angel...

if this is how the relationship of a guardian angel
and a friend ends

i'll suffer a lot...